Hari Raya Holiday!

I'M WASTED!!!!
Well... thats wat me and my friends were saying to each other when we woke up on the sunday morning after Hari Raya Adilfitri holidays!
Imagine our surprise looks and the silly remarks we made to each other....
' Man... u look like you just got laid by something big!'
' WTF! You bonked too much last is it??'
' You drank alot is it? Y the fucked up appearance!?'

You see ah, when you go out and drink with all your buddies(no cha bo), you tend to get the wierdest ideas coming out of your fucking brain.
'Hey, lets go Zouk and drink till we drop!'
'No... Go to MOS!'
'Dun want lah! Go St. James!'
So we got stuck at a kopi tiam in Jurong East for the next 1.5 hrs debating on where to go! In the end, Robin suddenly came up with an idea which I would later regret.
'Lets go to a lah sap pub/disco! Since all of us nv go before, lets go look see look see wats the hype is all about.'
So decision made and our convey of 4 vehicals went down to one of the disco/pub in Geylang. My my my... the moment we parked our cars and entered one of the 1st pub, we left the place less then 3mins cos all of those bitches in there are old enough to be our aunties! WHAT THE FUCK MAN! So we went pub/disco hunting till we found one called BS. That place is like towards the end of Geylang. Watever, so we just went in and its not too bad though. So we were served by the girls and the drinks were still ok for the cost(since I dun need to pump much Vit M). Robin and Victor both ordered 2 bottles of martel VSOP and then 1 bottle of Corden Blue later. So we got started and man...! We were being 'serviced' like nobodies business and we were having a great time 'servicing' them back.
So we drank from 2230hrs till like wat....0215hrs and all of us were like pissed drunk. Lucky we had booked rooms at the nearby Hotel 81 so that we can spend our nite. Lucky got a one fren investment make lotz of money so he planja the whole group on the 'extra' expenses. hahahaha! lucky hotel room cheap so ok. Man! Imagine the ruckus we made on our level cos about 10 - 12 guys all staying on the same level.
Sunday morning wake up... at first thought I was at home but when i look properly, the decor was really wrong and the layout dun fit my room. So I was like trying to make sense of things when I felt an arm move over to my side and hug me. Shocked out of my senses, i look around the bed stand and behold.... CDs were lying around... Oops! Wat did i do?? So I turned slowly to the side and see who's there. Well, at least she looks alrite...
Oh well... wat has happened... has happened!

Respect!?

Respect. This one word everyone knows very well what it actually means. But the question here is, ' Do you really practice the word?'

One thing for sure... there are people out there who don't give a FUCK about the whole thing. All these people only want other people to respect them and dun give a damn hoot about returning the respect. Not only do they dun respect the people, they also try to back-stab them in every possible way. Then these people give you some kind of FUCK UP attitude. They see people and be friendly to those they like & when they dun like they just try to find ways and means to be sarcastic to you.

One very prominent example was an incident which happened to one of my colleagues, lets call her A, yesterday. There was a call which came in and the caller was looking for a colleague B of the accounts department but this counter colleague go and transfer the call to colleague A. When colleague A came to me and jokingly made a statement, this counter colleague made a very sarcastic remark saying something like 'she is still new' or something similar. What is that suppose to mean!??? Do anyone need to be so damn sarcastic in the line of work!!!?? We are all working in the same company and all working towards the same goal. But with such kind of attitude towards some of your colleagues, how can one possibly work hand-in-hand and stand united to acheive our main goals???

To make it simple, I personally feel that with these type of people around, life is really gonna be damn tough trying to make a team stay thick! Sigh! I believe some of you reading this entry would understand how I feel in terms of having a really hypocritc colleague working alongside you.

Unfriendlyness sensed!

Its seems to be everything is becoming clearer & clearer. There is this air of unfriendlyness towards me from my colleagues. Sigh.....! What i feel is that everyone is not as friendly as before after this colleague came.

Not sure even if its my way of talking which people feels offended or my way of behaviour. Sigh... like i mentioned in my earlier post, when you really be yourself, people will find that you are replusive or they just dun like your guts! When you behave in a different way, others will say that you are fake lah, very hyprocritic lah, this lah & that lah. WHY!!!!????

I know we can't have both sides of the world but isn't it kinda unfair to the person!?? Yes! Not everyone will be happy with your true self but then if you try to be someone else, won't you feel very difficult????

I'm sometimes feeling doubtful of my preseence in the place I m working now! Everything seems so rosy and nice but now.... the sky is no longer sunny, no longer smiling down on me. Instead, its dark, gloomy, forbidding & unfeeling towards me at this point. Now, I'm wondering if I will even last long if these colleagues of mine remain hostile towards me...

All I can hope for now is that there will be a silver lining appearing soon. Sigh

Have I been wrong???!!

Damn it! Is it my own fault that I talk before I think or is it the way my voice sound that people mistake me for my words??!!

Oh man! Its like back to my damn poly days in the 1st year when I was still very green after leaving the comfort of an all guy's school. It seems that some people really see and hear words and interpret things with a different meaning. Sigh! Now I'm in a deep deep shit all over again. When I want to be the real me, people always seems to be offended with me. When I don't be myself, people say I'm fake and should try to be myself. WTF!!! The world is really contradicting itself in a way but that is the reality. You get accused of being a hypocrite but the person saying you does not know that he/she is one themself.

I blog again later. now starting to be bz.