Change of Luck Soon??

Sianz! Yesterday after work dun want to go home cos very angry and stressed out. Lim peh go jalan jalan to actually try and relax and release my anger... no use lor. Walk around till my ka also neng but still very pek chek and disappointed. Why did things turn out to be this way? WHY??? Think about one of my entries earlier about the leader portion.... Sigh! Looks like somethings are jst meant to be.
When lim peh reach home, lao bu ask me why my face blacker than Justice Bao? Then I tell her about wat happened at work and I say I dun want to talk bout it anymore. She tell me dun get so worked up cos working life is like tat one and sure bound to meet and face with diffrent ppl and problems. Somehow, I feel wat my lao bu say is correct. Maybe I still can't get used to this type of working life. Seriously, very diffrent from my NS days liao. Sian! Really missed those times in OCS as medic. Well, tats one part of my life which has already passed. Only memories remains to let me enjoy those great times which I've spent with my wonderful buddies like, Muthu, Bing, Zaki, Seah YH, Razif and those guys whom really made my days.
Sigh! Anyway, yesterday late afternoon, lim peh go see see whether got good jobs which can apply and lim peh chanced upon a job of Recruitment consultant of a particular company. Looks not bad so I applied for it lor. Then when at nite go home check email, ho say! They reply and ask me for my resume. Good Good!! So I retrieved my resume and did some editing on it and then send to them liao. Now waiting to see if they will give me an interview and willing to wait 1mth for me to end my current job. If they ok arh, then lim peh really luck will change man! Everyday wish wish so hard hopefully this wish will come true for lim peh. Once I get a good enough pay & office hour job, lim peh can make alot of plans liao! Hahaha!

Stressed Out to the Max!!

Just got in to my workplace. On the NB workstation and then look at the program for our work. CCB!!! Yesterday do so much already but still got so much to go!! Siao liao lah! Like this the work nv ending one. No wonder always say our performance not up to standard. KNNBCCBFYMG&D!!! No sympathy for the worker bees. This type of treatment will seriously get alot of ppl 'killed' one!
Serious lah. Lim peh already stressed out liao from all tis type of shit things. Dun knw wat to say and do to actually release all these stress emotions. Blog also cannot release much. Drinking also no point cos spoil lim peh health. Go disco and dance till become siao also cannot cos body old liao so will ache for a long time. Go find chicken and piah also cannot cos later kana dun knw wat CB diesease! hahahaha! I personally think the only solution is to take a long break and go on a long holyday to somewhere far far away from the hectic life. Hmm... think either go Kimchi land or Sushi land will be a good idea. At first want to go bing lang mei land but think think hor, go with army there 2 times liao so not really much can see there le. Hmm... see how liao! Lim peh scared later cannot tahan become really siao and start thrashing up the workstations around me. Hmm... also good idea hor! Become siao then ppl will scared of me and then will get less work, or better still, transfer to another dept! Hahahaha!

Back to Square 1??

Sigh... Been thinking over the weekend over wat had happened for the past week. Its kinda sad to think tat things actually has gone into such a state where now, I believe, every of our movement is being monitored and scrutenised (<-- purposely spell salah). Dun know liao about my future with the company. I think very soon, I would be back to square 1. Square 1 as in jobless, like after NS. Now, all I can do is live day by day and also prepare for the future. Been looking around the internet for jobs but.... sigh.... apply liao but no word from the companies I applied. Is it cos they have to wait 1 month before I can start work for them or something else? If really like this, then I really got no choice but to go back to my old ways of earning top dollars. To some of my frens who know me, they might think I'm going nuts... or should I say, NUTS!!! Go back and do all those things just for the money? Not worth it some might say. I understand but wat to do? If really no job and desperate for money, lim peh will really be forced to do lor.
Today, Monday, I have this very bad feeling for this entire week. My left eyelid twitching for the whole of Sun liao. Sigh... I dun know wat to say le. Be already begin to be disheartened over the whole issue as well as the SOP of my workplace. Well, wat can I do? Nothing much I guess as these are all fated and pre-destined. To some ppl, they may think I'm being too superstitious or wat but let me jst say this, I have experienced certain things in my life which can't be jst pure coincidences. All I can say is, your life has actually been planned for you in such a way tat u always have 2 roads to choose from when faced with any type of situations no matter how big or small they are. Wat you choose will determine the outcome and the life you will live.
A short note to all who visit my blog:
For every decision made, there is always a consequences waiting you. Decide wisely for every decision will affect your life.

Almost 4 days!!??

Kao!! Lim peh like almost 4 days bo update my blog liao. To tell the truth, its not tat i dun want to update. Its cos of all the work and sai lim peh kana at work. KAO!!!! KNNBCCB!!!!
So much things happen for the last 3 plus days. Also dun knw how to put it out in words lah. Say it out make lim peh blood boil! Some more got some ppl blame me... ME... for something which they think is totally my fault!! NB! Jst request a small help to do something and only need to click the mouse like wat? 4 -5 times only and kao pei why i dun do it!!! CB lah!!! Same team cannot help is it? Last time can say we same team so don't bother customer looking for who! Now turn around and do this type of CCB thing!!! NB!!!! So wat already stay at the place for some time liao! Think old bird liao can put up an attitude to other ppl is it? Let me say this to you.... FUCK YOU UNDERSTAND!!!!! I jst let say that nothing in this world we do can escape the eyes of our GOD! U may get away now, but I jst say, when the punishment comes to you, its gonna be worse than wat you did! Retribution is not a very nice thing to get.
Lim peh feel that those ppl who r like that ah, I jst want to say.... PCB!!!! This type of ppl are a condemed type in my list of life!! Curse you all and hope you all get your just desert from GOD!!!

A Leader?

Last nite, lim peh was online doing some research on some issues about feng shui and related topics. Then I saw a short article describing how to be a leader. Below is wat the article say:

Leaders... How to explain or become one?
Who is qualified to be a Leader?
Some are born into this world with the natural ability to lead,
Some are born into this world to learn how to lead,
Some... are just born not to lead.

Everyone in this world can lead but not everyone can be a true leader.
For some have the qualities already born with them.
For some, these qualities have to be discovered or nurtured through experience or learnings.
For some, they just don't have the qualities or understanding to be a leader.

Moral of this few pharses:
Do not compare what you don't have to what others have for what you have others may not have. This is so as everyone is different from each other. Have faith in your abilities for you will never know when they will help you in your life.

After reading this, Wah!! Very the chim man! Me take sometime to study this and then ho sae liao! Liao Kai liao!
Later add another entry. Now bz!

P.R.I.D.E

Wah Lao! Last nite wedding dinner si bei shiok lor. See my pal, Andy, dressed until so smart ah, make me very happy for him. Then also see the wife, also can tell she very happy lor. How to not be happy when its your big day? Everybody sure will have at least 1 big day like this mah! Unless you are the suay type lah, have to go through a few times of this ceremony. But overall, I think last nite, lim peh si bei song for him.
Then after the wedding, my 2 other colleagues look for me tell me dun go home yet. Ask to go 4 another round of drinks! I thought they siao liao cos at the wedding, they got drink some but lim peh nv cos i having a very bad headache. But after awhile, also nvm lah! Since was a happy occasion, then go drink lor. Go here and there at Sommerset, KAO!!!! Everywhere also so crowded! Even the pub i sometime like to go at sommerset, Alley Bar, also so many ppl. Piang!! When u no mood to go drink, the crowd also dun have. When u in mood to drink, the crowd jst sudden appear. Si bei sian lor. Some more tat time already 2300hrs liao. Me already sian chi bua cos no place and so crowded. Then my frens ask me to check on the pub I always frequent near our workplace. I called and check, my gal fren working there tell me also full house but we somehow also still go lah. Then reach there, Piang! Really crowded also. Lucky got table for us and we met Andy's best man, Dillion, over there. So we all share 1 table lor and he order I barrel of beer. Sit down there drink until i think 0030hr then left cos my frens have to work and i having the headache until damn pain. Reach home hor, 0100hr liao! Bo chap, straight away jst go toilet become Merlion.... KNN!!! Si bei suay man! All the ho liao all come back out!
Then wake up today at 1400hrs! CCB!!! Sleep so long like pig man! Wake up do this do that, help clean up the house cos lao bu going out. Then she come back buy makan 4 me cos I nv eat breakfast and lunch so she buy dinner for me. Tonite have to work so lim peh leave home early go enjoy abit first. Tonite got alot of happening things at work lor. Me think hor, sat nite most ppl at home or outside happy happy while ppl like me have to work. KAO!!! Make me remember the words of my fren when in the army. 'PRIDE' and wat does it means? It means:
P eople
R est
I
D o
E xtra
Aiyah... now lim peh jst stop lah. Si bei sian and have a bit of hangover from yesterday. Hope tonite dun have big problem or sure lim peh will KBKB again!

Its Friday Again!

Song Bo!! Its Fryday again! Si bei kin lei! Monday feel like jst yesterday. But like tat also good lor cos hor, time pass fast then Christmas also come fast fast. Then at Christmas can go celebrate liao. Some of my frens, when they hear I celebrate X'mas, tell me dun bluff bluff lah! NB!! Jst cos my character like tat doesn't mean lim peh dun have beliefs lor! KNN! Ya lar! Lim peh swear & curse alot but tat one normal wat! Like those frens of mine nv curse or swear b4??!! During army days sure got alot of swearing and cursing one.
Anyway, today go to my colleague's wedding later! Wah! Though know him not long but I can say he is a si bei good guy man! Nv once when I work wif him see him hor, lose his temper! Say liao, he is a si bei good guy! Got msg him 2 nites back ask him hor, if got hold bachelor party? He say dun have! Wah Kao!! Hw can dun hold one?? Cos he not going to be single liao! Married personal got alot of responsiblity one. Then I say this to him, "Well, there goes another sucker!" Hahahahaha!!!
But wat to do? This hor, is life mah! Mostly have to get married and start own family. For guys, is like carry on the family line or else ah, dui pu qi our ancestors and lao peh lao bu! True lor! Our parents take so much effort in raising us up so must at least try to give them a grandchild lor. Some more now, our gahmen encourage us to have more babies cos they also give us incentives lei! Hmm... Think ah, if like tat, I also dun mind have more than 2 kids in the future. Maybe have a basketball team like one of my fren! hahahaha. Then my incentives will be si bei good one! Not bad also! Wah... Think so far ahead liao. But now no. 1 thing is to find myself a char bo who willing to be my wife. After tat then think of this plan! Hahaha!

After 1.5 days of rest, back to work!

Wah!! After the monday nite shift, go home feel si bei tired! Then after breakfast, lim peh jst drop 'dead' on my bed and sleep like a pig! Then wake up at 5pm hor, c my hp and kao! Got 6 missed calls and 2 msgs on my hp. Tell me have to come back to do 1 more nite shift cos my other colleague mc extend! Wah Piang! I thought tis time lim peh die liao 4 sure! Then I call my other colleague and he tell me no need liao cos someone take over le. Heng ah!!!
Lucky no need to work or else lim peh cannot have enough concentration to go learn driving. Not enough concentration sure will kana accident one. Me not yet got license so dun want to lose even the chance to get it. Lesson is at nite one so si bei steady lah. Got chance to experience driving at nite so si bei ho man!
After lesson finish, my instructor tell me tat i long time nv come so can tell i abit rusty. Pai sei to say, lim peh si chia 3 times. Kao! But is ok... cos i still learning.
Now come to work... feel so sian cos today start at 8am end at 6pm. NB!! Tiring lei! morning wake up early early machiam like back in army days. Si bei no energy lor. Have to drag my sorry ass out of bed and get ready for work. Come to work also no mood... Like tat how to motivate myself to work?? Think me have to go and talk to my uncle liao. C if his side want to hire me or not. hahahaha!
Mai blog liao. coming 9am liao.... The stupid phone will start to ring soon. Will add another entry later if got mood n time.

Black Monday - Even at nite!

Si bei suay liao man! early morning lim peh still sleeping then my lao bu suddenly come into my room and call me wake up.
" Boy, the chinese newspaper got this article on something related to your work! Tat particular product, is it wat u r dealing wif? "
Kao!!! Lim peh dun want to think of work & yet here my lao bu have to remind me of it. " Wah Lui!! Dun tok about that thing lah. I personally want to throw that bloody thing into the dustbin lei! Horrible thing! "
Then my lao bu jst left me alone. I already buay sia kun liao so wake up to do my things. Kao! Monday my tao already feel so heavy! How come? Then think think suddenly remember last nite, Sunday, lim pei go lim jiu. Come home liao watch the vampire show until 1am then sleep. Of course sure tao tia lah! Think me sometimes darn gong one!
Buay yao kin liao! Afternoon wanted to go watch movie cos monday cheap cheap mah! But hor, see the weather outside si bei hot so lazy to go out but stay home do some work and surf the net for information on some issues. Si bei tired cos of the headache then go and kun. Wake up liao see the time, KNN!!! 5pm liao! Wanted to go shopping but like tat no time cos have to pack things, makan dinner and then start work at 8pm. Jia lak!
Me rush here rush there around the house and then leave home at 530pm. Si bei late liao! Go around town and do some quick window shopping and target some items lim pei want to get. after that, me take MRT down to Raffles liao. Then remember i want to buy some movies to watch while doing nite duty so go to the cd shop at raffles mrt. Go there, look look see see and decide to buy Band of Brothers and Kingdom of Heaven.
Aiyoh.. cannot blog liao. Got work to do liao. Add another entry when i have some more free time.

Today's Papers

Morning wake up to eat breakfast and my lao peh buy newpaper back to read. So after he finish liao i take from him and saw the news on those 2 'famous' bloggers. Wah, kana charge and fine for their insensitive comments on our fellow countrymen. Si bei bo nao!
We live in a multi racial community since dun knw for how long liao. Everyone needs each other's help in these days so how can they make such insensitive remarks? Think they forget how lucky and blessed they are living in this place cos they neber really go and see wat is happening around in our region. Kana charge and fine ah, they deserved it cos they give bloggers a si bei bad image liao. Want to blog also mst think first mah! Dun suka suka write out straight away and jst dun care. Mst think think of the pros and cons if this remark will offend other peeps or not. If will offend peeps then edit it or better one, dun even post it! Like tat can save alot of troubles.
Anyway, me today work till evening again. Si bei sian liao with my type of job. Sometimes dun knw if can last for another 7mths. Si bei tiring one. Lucky tomlw no need work can stay at home n rest rest. Hmm... think later tonite go have good dinner cos pay lai liao! Can enjoy abit... Better still... go for massage! Body ache until damn chia lak!

T.G.I.F - S.H.I.T.

Finally, today is the end of the working week for most peeps. Time past si bei kin when u are busy and got lots lots things to do. Last time me got 1 fren who told me this joke about fri one and i want to share wif everyone.

' A lady has jst finished work at 8pm. So she took the lift down to level 1 and her office is at level 40. When the lift reach level 35, a guy entered the lift so she smiled at him. After 2 floors, the lady look at the guy and said, "TGIF" and the guy look back at her and with a smile said, "SHIT".
The lady look at him with a puzzled look but she just keep quiet.
After a while, she said again, "TGIF" and the guy replied back the same thing, "SHIT".
The lady then think in her heart and said to herself, " Why he keep saying that?"
Finally, the lift reach the main lobby, level 1, both stepped out of the lift and the lady can't hold back anymore and said, " TGIF - Thank GOD is Friday!"
The guy looked at her and smiled. He said, " I know but, SHIT - Sorry Honey, Its Thursday!"
The lady look stumped on hearing that.'

When I think back, si bei ho chio! This type of thing also can't think out. But funny and corny to certain extent lor. Anyway, me today not really in a mood to write long long cos tired liao. Hopefully tomlw can blog more.

Something to Note

We are born into this world,
without any knowledge or skills.
As we grow,
these knowledge and skills we learn.

We are born into this world,
without knowing whats our destiny.
As we learn & work,
our destiny slowly reveals.

We are born into this world,
not knowing who to love.
As we grow,
we learn to love our parents who gave us the breath of life.

We are born into this world,
not knowing what to give and expect.
As we grow,
we know what to give and what to expect.

To some who actually read and think through, they may not really understand what these means. All I can say is, its acutally not that difficult to understand. I will briefly summarise what the contents mean in a few sentence.

"We are born into this world with nothing at all. As we grow older, knowledge comes from books and skills come from experience. Also, our destiny will be slowly revealed to us as we progress in life. When we are born, love is something we don't understand deeply but through teachings and moral education, we learn to love our parents for they are the ones who brought us into this world. As time passes, when we have our own family, there are times when we are not sure what to give and expect from our own children. But you will see, the cycle actually repeats itself before your eyes for your children can be considered the mirror image of you when you were at the beginning."

Hope that after reading through the above, you can have a better idea of the verses.

Wednesday Nite Shift

Here I am again. Doing the nite shift on wednesday. Si bei sad because wednesday usually is mambo nite at Zouk. But nvm one lah since Zouk is closed for renovation to become wat they say, more happening. But think back hor, long long time neber go there liao cos feel tat me already past chionging age liao. Now go disco and dance also scared later dance dance halfway, bones start to break lor. Cannot cannot, me still got long long way to go. Buay sai ki cia so early!
Now do nite shift also very cham liao! Got to do more things like test this & test that for something. Piang! Last time when I 1st started not so much ming kia to do one. Sigh! Pay not so much but sai kang si bei alot. Dun knw how things can turn until like tat. So sad liao. Then must also check on some of the pending cases and follow up on them. This one neber mind cos its part of the job and also need to see if those users problem ho liao buay. Sometime they problem ho liao just tiam tiam dun one let us knw. Sometimes very mahuan for us also lor. Aiyah mai kong bout work lah. Sometime think also make lim peh sian & sad.
Today go see my family doc 4 my stupid headache arh, he tell me tat could be migrain or tension headache. Kao! If migrain ah, lim peh damn scared liao lor. Last time my poly fren because her doc neber give proper scan or wat, jst tell her is migrain, later she fainted at home. Only then did the docs give full scan discover that her headache is not migrain but hor, brain tumour! NB!! In the end, buay sai save cos final stages of the tumour liao. So sad she died before graduating. Somemore she not local, foreigner one lor. Go to the hospital mortuary to send her on her last journey damn sad. Her whole class there and the girls all hao ka si bei cham. When going to cremate that time, the whole family also hao until I also buay tahan... lim peh run out to a quiet corner and shed some tears.
Come to think of it, almst like dun knw how many years liao. Now me si bei kia when hear my doc say lor... But he tell me dun worry. take the medicine he give and monitor the situation and if still not ok, go hospital to have scan. Siao liao lah. Lim peh pray now tat when take his medicine my headache will kah kin zao!
Mai blog liao.... better go do work liao. Hope tomlw my day would be better lor. Sigh!

Falling Sick Lately

Aiyoh! Lately wif all the dengue thing flying around, peeps also become very kaisu n kaisee lor. Jst today, before I went to work, go down to do some exercise and want to jog, I see this person dun knw from where one but confirm not from my neighbourhoot jogging pass me. Then I qua him long long cos his side pouch like si bei heavy and bulging. He hor, then suddenly stop near me and take out a can of mosquito repellant and spray over his body! KAO!!!! No need to be si bei extreme lei! The way he spray ah, machiam the repellant only 10cents or wat! Piang! Kaisee also no need to go until extreme mah!
Bo chap lah... me jst carry on do my own warm up... CB!! long long time neber exercise liao so now want to die liao. But nvm, me start to jog slow slow. Jog until come home already 0730 and go shower.
Want to eat breakfast suddenly head si bei tia! Dun knw why but damn pain. Yesterday no entry cos same problem... head pain until also want to cry. Eat 4 panadols yesterday thought today will recover but still pain. NB!!! Cos now dengue so much, me getting very paranoid liao. Before go work, i eat panandol again to curb the pain and spray some insect repellant on my baju. Dun want to go down with tat stupid dengue fever cos will bring me go CDC!!! PCB! Dun want go there cos no good lor.
Anyway, me now finish this entry go break liao. No choice, after 5pm i alone on duty le. KNN!!!

Boring Sunday Duty

Si Bei Sian man! Today wake up early in the morning hor jst to go and start doing some light jogging. NB!!! Didn't knw tat my stamina drop until like sai! Jog not more than 5 mins already ai si liao! Wah Kao!! If like tat carry on... think I sure short life one. Still got so much good things ah buay cho!
Nvm! Come back from jog, makan breakfast liao go and get ready for work. NB! Other peeps rest on sun but lim peh!!! LIM PEH!!!! Have to go back to work. Piang! CSO not si me ho job man! Pack here and there abit, look outside the window, KNN! Look like gonna loh tua hor liao. CCB!! Pack my umbella into my bag and then go.
Wait for the bus for like wat, 15mins. Lucky leave home early. If not, confirm plus chop sure late. Lim peh so far only official late once.... by 5mins. Kao! Also need to write a note to my TL (Tua Liap) on why i late tat time.

one of the cubicle

today lim peh sit here

Me sit there and do work and check past records of some documents until also feel like going to sleep! My phone nv ring for so long until lim peh want to go 4 break when suddenly it rang! KNNBCCB!!! Early dun ring, late dun ring, Lim peh want to go break come and kah ciao. Then talk to this peep ah, explain until want to vomit blood. Everything also dun knw but want to act smart. C'mon lah! Buay hiao jst say lah!!! PCB! If u ka lim peh honest, i sure wnt tu lan one wat. U dun knw still want to act, ke si lah!
Tell him everything liao then say, " Oh... ok. I go check with my Admin and then get back to you. "
Aiyah nvm lor.... let him go check. USA at tat time i think like early morning. Go check all u want!
Then wait until 1930hr, my colleague come le. Me damn hua hi! Prepare to go home liao. Pack Pack here n there and then 2000hr, lim peh shoot straight out of my dept.
Tonite lim peh going orr orr early cos so bloody tired! Tmlw again work tat stupid timeslot 12 - 8. think me going to be in bad mood again.
Should be tmlw go lim jiu again. Go liao! Ke shower liao!!

Movie - The Myth

Today really a shiok day for me man! Finally got time hor, to go watch movie liao! Damn shiok. Then when reach cinema, NB! Fourget that now movie cost $9.50 from Fri till Sun. Wah Piang eh!!! Still remember last time when i go secondary sch, movie cost only like wat? $5 plus or something like that. NB! Now cost of living also increase.... Sigh!
Nvm lah. Me go watch movie also like long long time once or only if movie is very tok gong! Some of my frens tell me that the movie by Chen Long (Jackie Chan) and tat si bei sexier & pretty korean actress, Kim Hee Seon is good! So me go watch lor!

Main Movie Poster

Jackie Chan

Kim Hee Seon


At first when movie start, abit blur on the story... but later start to understand liao! Wah the story ah! Damn veri good lor! I think some ppl watch until ending also cannot catch ball. But hor, for me, really can catch ball of the story. So touching lor the near the ending. Kim Hee Seon's character wait for tat Jackie's General character for so long but in the end also for nothing! But so sad lor. Me also want to lao bak sai liao! Veri seldom ah, can see guy lao bak sai... But guys also human wat??!! Cannot cry one meh?
Anyway, me after watching hor, decide liao! When the oregenal DVD come out, lim peh sure go buy! Pak Si Wa also won't buy those pirated weeCD cos ah, sure will see heads ah or hear ppl coughing in the background!
Dun want to blog liao. Me go orr..orr... liao... very sleepy le.

Sat Nite Fever

OMG! Piang man! its already Sat morning. Me jst noticed it since me abit the tipsy cos go drink at pub.

Damn sucky life to live. Half my fri actualy spent on being a pig! Come back from work in the morning at 0900 hr then makan liao breakfast, drop flat on my super bed and or..or...! Wah Shiok man! But sleep sleep till until 1600hr ++, lao bu suddenly come in to my loom and wake me up. Thought wat happened like house kana fire or something and then she tell me she buy makan for me to eat. Wah Kao!

Nvm... then check my Hp and KNN, got 6 missed calls and 1 sms. Who the 'F' so boh liao give me so much miss calls? NB! lucky my phone is the HP IPAQ phone so not too bad.


(My wonderful Pocket PC hp)

Then later discover that the sms is one of my frens giving me some info for sat thingy.
Say wat, meet 1400-1500hr at cityhall mrt.
Aiyoh... me sat want to sleep some more but like tat have to wake up early early le. Dun knw lah. Think now me go and sleep le... tipsy and sleepy. CB! Mst go bombom 1st. aiyah.